SubstanceAbuse

Relapses

• I start taking on other people's work, neglecting my own.
• I smile a lot - dishonest with my feelings.
• I become argumentative.
• I start replaying old resentment tapes.
• I don't share my depression with my friends.
• I get cocky.
• I stop following up; don't keep my promises.
• I become complacent.
• I start expecting things of others, and am resentful when they don't live up to my expectations.
• I get into "shoulding" all over myself.
• I stop praying and meditating.
• I stop doing my inventory.
• I become bored (and boring).
• I lose my faith and become flooded with irrational fears.
• I become scattered and can't concentrate.
• I become judgmental. I stop accepting people for what they are and start not accepting them because they are not what they "should be".
• I stop listening to that small, still voice.
• I become a Martyr.
• I stop asking for Help.